Lactose Intolerance

 Emotions

    This emotional condition might be tied to a difficult, emotionally distant, or even hostile bonding period between you and your mother after your birth. Your mother may have been traumatized, exhausted, or unprepared for motherhood, possibly suffering from postnatal depression, which affected her ability to bond. She may have unconsciously harbored resentment toward you, possibly due to ancestral trauma. If you sensed this, you may have internalized feelings of hostility, rejection, and anger. These emotions can be reactivated by consuming milk products, linking back to your earliest associations with milk.

    You may have had a challenging relationship with influential female figures or your mother, marked by resentment, hostility, abuse, or emotional absence. This pattern might be something your mother also experienced with her own mother. You might unconsciously associate feminine figures as hostile, unsafe, or untrustworthy, leading to feelings of inadequacy and isolation. You may also punish yourself subconsciously for things that lead you to feel rejected by influential people.

Key Points

• What is your relationship with your mother like? Reflect on how it affects you emotionally.
• Did you feel rejected by your mother? If so, how did that make you feel? Consider exploring feelings of resentment, grief, and guilt associated with being born or other emotions tied to this.
• Did your mother have a similar relationship with her own mother? Reflect on possible ancestral patterns and resentment towards children. Were there feelings of loss of freedom or independence?
• How did breastfeeding by your mother make you feel? Were you fed breast milk one day, only to be given a supplement the next? Reflect on how this made you feel.
• How did you bond with your mother after birth? If this experience was negative, it might be worth exploring any emotions or associations you made at that time.
• Explore trauma linked to milk, love, and being nurtured. How did your mother respond to your need for care and protection? Were your needs met positively or negatively? Explore these possibilities further.