Keloid

 Emotions

    You appear to be carrying and physically manifesting a significant amount of ancestral trauma. The intense emotions you feel are beginning to shift from an internal emotional state to a physical one. The emotions that you've suppressed for so long are now coming to the surface. You feel a profound sense of injustice and believe that society has wronged you due to your gender and culture, which has faced suppression and abuse for generations.

    You are highly sensitive to judgment and tend to overreact to criticism or reprimand. Deep down, you feel a need to compensate for times when influential people have undermined your boundaries and opinions.

    There is a strong ancestral connection that has been activated in your life. This dormant, suppressed trauma may have been triggered by your childhood experiences. When someone is physically abused, it creates significant stress and fear, triggering the body's fight or flight response. However, if the trauma remains unresolved, it lingers as shock in the subconscious mind for years, causing ongoing discomfort and anger. Even a minor wound, whether deliberate or accidental, may cause the body to react as if reliving past traumas, whether from your own life or your ancestry. Your level of awareness of these triggered feelings and emotions varies from person to person.

    You may have felt out of control, simultaneously dealing with intense fear. As your body attempted to heal physical wounds, the process may have become disrupted, leading to a biological imbalance in the mending and healing process.

    You may not have necessarily experienced physical abuse during childhood, but there are various situations that can leave someone feeling traumatized without involving violence. You often feel a deep sense of anger and frustration about past events, knowing that what you went through was unfair or even immoral. Yet, you feel powerless to change the situation or your feelings toward it.

    There is a deeply ingrained pattern of physical and emotional abuse in your ancestral lineage. You may feel worthless and undeserving, believing that you are meant to be punished. This has led to intense resentment. Your boundaries are constantly being violated because you are unclear about what they should be. As a result of being unable to enforce appropriate boundaries during childhood, you’ve become aggressive, using anger to express your boundaries. Life may not have been easy for you, and you often find yourself on the defensive, feeling ashamed due to harsh criticism.

    This condition is also connected to ancestral trauma related to torture, imprisonment, or physical and emotional abuse within families. Your family history may include significant and traumatic experiences such as war trauma, torture, slavery, imprisonment, and abandonment.

Key Points:

• Explore both physical and emotional abuse and how they impacted your physical and emotional well-being. Even if you didn’t experience this in your life, ancestral trauma may be repeating itself through you.
•  Look into the emotional abuse you endured and its effects on your mental health and well-being.
•  Reflect on how these experiences made you feel. Who was responsible for causing this harm? What is your relationship with this person? Examine feelings of anger, resentment, loss of control, or blame.
•  Consider the possibility of growing up in a manipulative and controlling environment. It can be hard to recognize harmful behaviors if they were the norm. What seems normal might be a form of control. Reflect on how these experiences made you feel and who triggered those feelings. Explore the possibilities.
•  Examine your suppressed anger, rage, and sense of injustice. Who are these feelings directed toward? How did this person or situation affect you? Delve deeper into these emotions.
•  Resentment and hatred: How does holding onto these feelings serve you? In what ways does it provide you with a sense of safety? Anger may have become such a part of your identity that you don’t know how to be without it.
•  Always investigate birth trauma and refer to the Birth section. Explore feelings of control, anger, frustration, and anxiety.
•  Consider if your mother was pressured to delay giving birth until the doctors arrived. If so, look into this further.
•  This type of trauma could have triggered ancestral wounds, such as feelings of being trapped, controlled, or pushed against one’s will, possibly stemming from slavery or other oppressive experiences. The key is to focus on any emotions related to feeling out of control. Explore more to see if other emotions arise.
•  Ancestral trauma connected to physical and emotional abuse, war, torture, and imprisonment should be explored further.