Jaundice

Jaundice in new born / child

    While in the womb, the baby may have sensed that many challenges awaited them after birth. This could have led to a strong resistance to being born and facing those difficult circumstances. The trauma of birth may have triggered feelings of awkwardness, fear, anger, and rebellion against powerful influences.

    The baby appears to be under significant stress due to the new environment and may feel unprotected. They might sense irritation and agitation from new influential figures, feeling threatened by the possibility of verbal attacks or danger.

    There is a history of alcohol abuse in the ancestry, which caused significant trauma. The trauma of birth, particularly being squeezed through the birth canal, may have triggered liver issues in the newborn. The ancestors' suppressed emotions were stored in the liver, and these old traumas may now be surfacing in the baby. This collective consciousness of anger, resentment, hostility, and trauma from alcohol abuse has reemerged in a new generation.

    The baby may also be aware of the mother's negative thoughts, anger, or feelings of bitterness stemming from a sense of separation from a partner or family during pregnancy. The mother might have felt unsupported, abused, or neglected by her partner, family, or friends.

    A parent may have even felt some bitterness toward the arrival of the newborn.

Jaundice in adults

    You have a deep need to be accepted, acknowledged, and loved. However, you often attract people who reject you, leading to an association between love and rejection. This creates a pattern where your desire for love is met with feelings of rejection, abandonment, or hostility, causing you to feel bitter, resentful, or lonely. You may find yourself sabotaging relationships due to a fear of commitment and vulnerability. To avoid repeating these cycles, you push people away, which may offer a sense of safety but also creates distance between you and those you love.

    This behavior could stem from abandonment trauma, or a lack of support, love, and attention during your childhood and adolescence. The resulting resentment and bitterness can become overwhelming. Your communication style may turn hostile, and you may struggle with unresolved emotions, leading to a lack of love or acknowledgment in your relationships. Feeling invalidated by influential people can trigger explosive emotions.

Key Points:

• You push people away. If this is the case, why? What are you protecting yourself from? What past experiences led you to feel this way? Explore further.
• Did you turn to alcohol? If so, what role does alcohol play in your life that you can't find elsewhere? Why? How does it make you feel?
• Explore trauma related to rejection. How did it impact you?
• You may have a tendency towards harshness in your personality and interactions with others. Why? How does this protect or serve you? From whom does it keep you safe? Explore further possibilities.
• Who overlooked your achievements and success? How did that make you feel?
• Bitterness: For example, when you needed love, your parents may have felt bitter and directed anger toward you.
• Do you find it easy to communicate your feelings to others? Explore trauma related to this issue.
• For newborns: How did the baby feel before birth? How did the mother feel? How did the mother's emotions impact the baby? Did she feel anger toward someone or due to a specific situation? Did the baby feel wanted and welcomed? Did either parent feel unhappy about the baby's arrival? Explore how these factors influenced the baby’s emotions and how it affected them.
• Was there alcohol abuse in your ancestry? Did your mother or father struggle with alcohol? If so, how did it affect the early stages of conception? Explore further possibilities.
• Reflect on your first interactions with your parents or influential figures. How did they make you feel? Did you feel welcomed or unwanted? Did you experience anger, hostility, or even disappointment, perhaps due to being the wrong gender? Did you feel threatened or scared? Explore the associations made with influential figures after birth.
• Consider how your mother felt during her pregnancy with you. Did she experience anger, alcohol abuse, resentment, or a lack of support from her partner, family, or friends? Explore how these emotions influenced your development.
• Reflect on the newborn baby’s stress and frustration, unable to bond with a mother or father. How did that make you feel? Explore these emotions further.
• Ancestral trauma, possibly stored in the liver, may have been triggered in the unborn child before or after birth. Explore the trauma and its associations.
• Investigate trauma related to separation. Delve deeper into these possibilities.
• Examine the similarities between your emotions and habits compared to your mother’s feelings. Patterns often form during fetal development, as the fetus receives emotional programming from the mother’s heart chakra, particularly before turning towards the uterus. During this time, patterns of anxiety, self-esteem, and personal strength may be reinforced.